Today is Karsten’s first day of school. His first endeavor out of the home into the driving blizzards of real life. From now on, there are going to be 7 hours a day, two days a week that my little boy is not under the direct influence of Chrissy or me.
From day one, we have had a long-term approach with our boys. We remind ourselves regularly that they are not ours; they belong to God. Whatever God has in store for them–whether it be disease or pain or joys or victory, we want what God wants for them. We want His influences to pervade and consume them. We are their caretakers. We must teach them to obey us so that they will obey Him. We must teach them to be sensitive to our will, so that they will learn to hear His.
Chrissy and I have the ambitious goal of preparing a life for full dependence on God (and independence from us) in only 18 years. This is an exciting day! There were so many thoughts swirling through my head yesterday as I went about my duties in the school. As I passed his classroom, I saw his empty desk, waiting to hold his little body that I love to hold.
of a date without considering how that falls on a school day or summer break day.

